I'm sad

There are so many happy things that i can blog about, but today, i only have mood to share that im feeling really really really sad. I suddenly feel like im a loser, like i tend to cry super easily, despite trying not to. I'm freaking emotionally weak. Although i know that i cannot expect anyone to have the same thinking as me, but i'll still be pissed because i feel that things should be that way. I get pissed with my loved ones if they can't understand what i want at that moment. It's not their fault, but the way that i phrase my words always make it seem like im blaming them. I know i've hurt them in that way, and im really sorry. I'm like a damn sad kid now. Crying my eyes out, but just to make myself happier, i'll have more defined double eyelids tmr.

Anyway, everything's gonna be better tmr yeah? and i'll post hell lostsa pics about yesterday's date. Serious.

p.s. darl, seriously sorry abt the events today. i know you said harsh stuff, i did too. but nvm. at least we talked things out and everything's fine again, if not better. yeap.